becoming fascinated with spade king from deltarune: a dissection
warning: suggestive topics; i talk about wanting a fictional man carnally.
no intro motherfuckers. you know why youre here.
okay so might wonder how this obsession happened
WELL!
so one day a few months ago i was chatting with my friends on discord, normal day, and eventually the topic turned to a certain deltarune au called defernull. all you need to know is that the underfell creator made underfell for deltarune. the topic eventually came to the au's version of tenna:
(artwork by vic underfella)
hes kinda hot tbh. like defernull tenna's hot in the way that you find tiktok mafia au guys hot. its a guilty pleasure yknow? so me and my friends were talking abt him and at some point one of my friends pointed out that a lot of defernull tenna's personality quirks and stuff kind of line up with spade king.
and after that convo something kinda clicked in me.
oh god.
oh god.
it actually took a few days for that to really sink in and then. i was doomed. fuck. i want spade king carnally. not romantically through #aromantic. i wanna do cocomelon shit with his belly mouth and other features (i headcanon all darkners to be physically null; they dont need anything down there!) i wanna throw rocks at him. i need him and injured and crying and also miserable not in a "i don't like him" way, but in a "i wanna comfort him!" way. and also in a sex way.
i think this is where the rot really began. this is where i started slutting him out. no you dont need to see this image its just random nsfw doodles
this fascination has also led me to dark places such as: deviantart! lots of fun chapter 1 era stuff there! but for some reason, the fandom back then was really obsessed with giving king a dead wife! it's really weird! (maybe some day i'll gather shit and make a post abt the utdr fandom's thing with giving gaster and king dead wives)
okay i dont know how to end this post
i just want him
carnally